Friday, December 31, 2010

Blast From The Past

Here are the classic cartoons that I loved during the 90s. The time-line

1990
  • Attack of the Killer Tomatoes
  • Barnyard Commandos
  • Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventures
  • Bobby's World
  • Captain Planet and the Planeteers
  • Kid 'n Play
  • Moomin
  • Peter Pan and the Pirates
  • Piggsburg Pigs
  • Samurai Pizza Cats
  • TaleSpin
  • The Adventures of Super Mario Bros. 3
  • The Dreamstone
  • The New Adventures of He-Man
  • The Power Team
  • The Wizard of Oz
  • The World Watcher Widget
  • Tiny Toon Adventures
  • What-a-Mess

1991
  • Adventures of Sonic the Hedgehog
  • Aeon Flux
  • Back to the Future: Animated Series
  • Darkwing Duck
  • Doug
  • James Bond Jr.
  • Liquid Television
  • Little Dracula
  • Little Shop
  • Rugrats
  • Super Mario World
  • The Adventures of Tintin
  • Taz-Mania
  • The Legend of Prince Valiant
  • The Pirates of Dark Water
  • The Triplets
  • Toxic Crusaders
  • Where's Waldo?
  • Wish Kid

1992
  • Batman: The Animated Series
  • Capitol Critters
  • Conan the Adventurer
  • Goof Troop
  • King Arthur & the Knights of Justice
  • Raw Toonage
  • Shin-Chan
  • Super Dave
  • The Addams Family
  • The Adventures of T-Rex
  • The Little Mermaid
  • X-Men

1993
  • 2 Stupid Dogs
  • Animaniacs
  • Beavis and Butt-head
  • Biker Mice from Mars
  • Bonkers
  • Cro
  • Double Dragon
  • Exosquad
  • Mighty Max
  • Rocko's Modern Life
  • Skeleton Warriors
  • Sonic the Hedgehog
  • SWAT Kats
  • The Bots Master
  • The Legends of Treasure Island
  • The New Adventures of Captain Planet
  • The Pink Panther

1994
  • Bump in the Night
  • Conan and the Young Warriors
  • Creepy Crawlers
  • Donkey Kong Country
  • Duckman
  • Fantastic Four
  • Gargoyles
  • Highlander: The Animated Series
  • Iron Man
  • Mega Man
  • Monster Force
  • Phantom 2040
  • Spaceghost Coast to Coast
  • Spider-Man: The Animated Series
  • Street Sharks
  • The Critic
  • The Head
  • The Marvel Action Hour
  • The Oz Kids
  • The Tick

1995
  • Cartoon Planet
  • Dumb and Dumber
  • Earthworm Jim
  • Freakazoid!
  • Gadget Boy & Heather!
  • Pinky and the Brain
  • Santo Bugito
  • Skysurfer Strike Force
  • Street Fighter
  • Street Fighter II
  • The Cartoon Cartoon Show
  • The Marxx
  • The Mask: The Animated Series
  • The Mozart Band
  • The Sylvester and Tweety Mysteries
  • The Twisted Tales of Felix the Cat
  • Timon and Pumbaa
  • Walter Melon

1996
  • Blue's Clues
  • Captain Simian & the Space Monkeys
  • Dennis the Menace
  • Dexter's Laboratory
  • Dragon Ball GT
  • Hey Arnold!
  • Jungle Cubs
  • Mighty Ducks
  • Mortal Kombat: Defenders of the Realm
  • Quack Pack
  • Richie Rich
  • Road Rovers
  • Superman: The Animated Series
  • The Incredible Hulk
  • The Real Adventures of Jonny Quest
  • Wing Commander Academy

1997
  • 101 Dalmatians: The Series
  • Captain Star
  • Cartoon Sushi
  • Cow and Chicken
  • Daria
  • Extreme Dinosaurs
  • Extreme Ghostbusters
  • I Am Weasel
  • Johnny Bravo
  • king of the Hill
  • Men in Black: The Animated Series
  • Mummies Alive!
  • Nightmare Ned
  • Noah's Island
  • Pepper Ann
  • Pokemon
  • Recess
  • South Park
  • Space Goofs
  • Spawn
  • The Angry Beavers
  • The Legend of Calamity Jane
  • The New Adventures of Zorro
  • The New Batman Adventures
  • Waynehead

1998
  • CatDog
  • Celebrity Deathmatch
  • Cowboy Bebop
  • Gadgetboy's Adventures in History
  • Godzilla: The Series
  • Hercules: The Animated Series
  • Histeria
  • RoboCop: Alpha Commando
  • Silver Surfer
  • Sonic Underground
  • The Country Mouse and the City Mouse Adventures
  • The Powerpuff Girls
  • The Wild Thornberrys

1999
  • Archie's Weird Mysteries
  • Batman Beyond
  • Beast Machines
  • Bob the Builder
  • Courage the Cowardly Dog
  • Detention
  • Dilbert
  • Ed, Edd and Eddy
  • Family Guy
  • Futurama
  • Mickey Mouse Works
  • Mission Hill
  • Mona the Vampire
  • Rocket Power
  • Roughnecks: Starship Troopers Chronicles
  • Sabrina: The Animated Series
  • Sherlock Holmes in the 22nd Century
  • Spider-Man Unlimited
  • SpongeBob SquarePants
  • The Avengers: United They Stand
  • The Brothers Flub
  • The New Woody Woodpecker Show
  • Xyber 9: New Dawn

Post Birthday Pics

Here are some pics from my birthday. All thanks to Finah and Hariz for the wonderful birthday gifts and experience.












OBEY X Isaac Harris


A snapback cap from OBEY, given by a dear friend, Hariz, The peak/visor was plain white but had some stains on it. I was given the privilege of re designing it. So I thought what the heck, I gave it a shot. At first I drew Bart Simpson with a fine tip drawing pen, with the dialogue bubble. Then I felt it was too simple and plain still so I drew the star and the graphic of the girl in relation to the dialogue by Bart. Further ideas just flowed in and once the pen started it just went on and on till almost all the space have been utilised. So there you go, my redesigned OBEY snapback cap. Thanks Hariz for the cap !!

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Just when I thought I had someone with me to catch the moment of romance under the brightly lit skies full of fireworks together, that person leaves me. I just want to experience romantic moments with someone I hold dearly just like everyone else. I envy those people. I tried hard to be the best, to give the best but I guess the best ain't enough. I'm just not the best. Always have to be the one watching them kiss under the moon and fireworks and me in the corner kissing the cigarette butt. Sigh. It's like I'm never there, never existed in anyone's heart, or at least long enough to stay. Why do people have to say they need someone and when I'm there they push me away. Am I not good enough? Yet again, this new year, I'll be alone AGAIN !! for 20 freaking years, not once have I celebrated New Year with someone special. Some people have the love of a good family, some have their special ones. Well I just have me, myself and some cigarettes. Bloody school is making me all boiled up to the head. What is a holiday when you have to go to school, or do school assignments. Cheeses Fries! Cut us some slack, damn fucking school. I'm really fucking close to declaring myself a GSF member and burning my school down. Then it'll be the first polytechnic institute and the first one to be burnt down. _l_
It's like I don't exist. It's like I don't matter to anyone.
This sucks !! It's the holidays, New Year's around the corner and this sickening Anil Varma gives a heavy Transport Modelling assignment. This is just fucked up. I hate ANIL VARMA !! A proud faggot he is. 1000 words like wth !! FML !!

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Classics

In the modern mainstream days, the younger generation immerse and feed their ears to the modern day music such as, techno, house, R&B, Hip Hop, Punk Rock, Metal, and many more. But how many actually appreciates Classic music such as the Classical piano arrangements by Beethoven, Mozart etc. I mean they're the ones who progressively evolve music itself. The fathers of instruments that actually helped sculpture music as it is today.

I myself do listen to R&B, Hip Hop, rock but I really love listening to the piano and classical guitars. With no need of people singing, screaming or talking. Just the strings, brass and woodwind do the talking. I love sonatas, romance, Flamenco, just about any slow, melodious, serenading tunes of instruments. They kinda touch me. Examples are Moonlight Sonata by Ludwig van Beethoven, Marriage d'Amour by Richard Clayderman.

I Feel Like I'm 100 Years Old

I have like dozens of old age people's ailments. Woke up this morning, thinking of going to the clinic to get my head checked and I was attacked with an acute excruciating pain on my back and my spine. It was so painful that I have to keep in a lying down position. I had to give the visit to the doctor a miss. I don't understand how I could have gotten it. I couldn't move much, hurts quite bad. I was like an old man, felt like I was a few hundred years old. Fuck, I've delayed my visit to the clinic for 2 days. I've got to go soon. My concern is the cost of it all.

Monday, December 27, 2010

Damn I just woke up. I'm late, I'm supposed to be in the polyclinic right now. Have to go to school to return somethings. Darn, I'm late. Overslept -_-

Adios Amigos Ma Cha Cha

Sunday, December 26, 2010

My birthday -_-

First thing first yeah happy birthday to me. This year I really appreciate people remembering, but as usual of all people my family didn't celebrate it. I mean I'm not asking for balloons and stuff but not even remembering my age?? WTF!

My friends were the one who remembered but though they weren't many, but a wish and some gifts were really thoughtful. I mean it, I don't need expensive gifts. Even my best friend bought me a t shirt that I myself could buy dozens. The tag was even there when I received it but I really appreciate people remembering my birthday and took the efforts. No party no sweat. I don't care if the gifts are not pricey cos if they were then I'll buy them with my own money. Well literally I did, bought myself a pair of Cheap Monday Jeans that ain't so cheap, a pair of Vans High Cut shoes, and two Fourskin tees and a beanie.

I got Cotton on tees from my buddy Hariz, an Oreo Cheesecake, birthday card, Ferrero Rocher and D&G t-shirt from her!!! WOW !! So sweet. Love them like seriously. Thanks guys, love you guys lots.

I was thinking of putting up the pics but when I read a few things, they just brushed all the enthusiasm I had. I did not mean to compare, but I was just sharing how lucky and fortunate some people are whether it's about family matters or matters of the heart. Didn't think my opinion was taken the wrong way when I wasn't even implicating or implying anything against anyone. All I meant was to say that there are people in the same situation or worse off, so you're not alone, but I guess it's just don't go the way it should.

Again, I feel my birthday ain't so happy. Her mood got spoiled as soon as she left, my buddy's day just went dull when his girlfriend got cranky. Sigh, it always has to be my birthday rite. I guessed so too. Oh well. Happy holidays people, and happy new year.

Friday, December 24, 2010

Boredom

If you're aged between 15 - 25, then sitting at home with nothing to do will kill you. It's called super boredom. It is a highly intense boredom suffered by those who wants to do something but can't find practically anything to do. It is also followed by symptoms of super laziness that will get your body to feel restless but your mind wants to do something. You get a little paranoid because you tried texting or calling every friends in your contact list but they've already got something to do, going to do, or already doing with someone else. This will have the effect of frustration. Majority of teens and adolescence will suffer this during weekends or school holidays.

Me, I'm currently suffering from it because, I am having all the symptoms, and I am missing my ex-girlfriend. Christmas is tomorrow but I don't celebrate it, and my birthday is the day after. New Year's coming, but I don't look forward to it due to stressful school work, and endless feuds with my dad. Yes I'm a little lonely, very frustrated and on the verge of killing something or someone. Manhandling someone seems like a good idea as long as it does not contribute to me man-slaughtering them.

The dirt bug has bitten me hard on my ass and I've got bike fleas all over me. I'm itching all over to rev up and throttle. This infection has gotten me schizophrenic, giving me hallucinations and illusions of me robbing a bank or a millionaire or if I'm lucky enough, I'll find a a bag of millions lying on my feet. That's how bad things are right now.

GOD save us all !!! Save me for not making my illusions into reality and save YOU from not being harmed by me !!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

If I Could...

If I could, I would wanna dance and sing like Ne-Yo. His style, his moves, just sleek and fabulous. He's my favourite artiste. His moves not too rigid, just nice and slow, that's what I like about him.

If I could, I would wanna ride like Travis Pastrana, performing his daredevil, sick moves in the air. A risk taker. Man and machine performing as one. Not many can understand the mechanism and chemistry of both man and machine. Strong and powerful machines with dedicated and determined mind and body of a man. He has talents for both 2 wheels as well as 4 wheels. I love the fast lane as much as he does.

If I could, I would wanna act like Brad Pitt or Jason Statham. Always having those cool ass-kicking moves and in great shape with witty, cunning and cool punchlines and comeback lines. Their acting styles are just magnificent to watch,

If I could, I would wanna think like Bill Gates, or Michael Dell or Steve Jobs, inventing simple things and making billions of dollars.

But now I'm just me, a guy with nothing so far but dreams too big and ability too small.

Ritz Apple Strudel

I bought KFC's Black Pepper Buddy Meal for my bro Haikal and me, Cheezy Meltz meal for my younger sister, and 2 piece Original KFC Chickens for my youngest bro, some Cheese Fries and a Zinger Burger apparently for my dad but since we fought few days back, he didn't touch and I ain't trippin. Whatever alrite, I ain't gonna bother about him, so egoistic.

I bought my favourite Apple Strudel, which I haven't had for years. The last time I had it was I think 8 to 10 years ago but I can still recall its taste just by looking at it. When I had the first bite of Ritz Apple Strudel after all those year, it tasted like heaven. So good. I bought the size, which I think is longer than a foot. It's huge I tell ya.

Below are the example of the Apple Strudel that I bought.



Wednesday, December 22, 2010

I was watching this cooking show on tv Suria(a Malaysian show), and it featured a guest artiste, Suki Low, winner of Malaysia's One In A Million singing competition.



She's pretty, cute and lovely for a Malaysian Chinese. The way she speaks Malay is cute too. Lol. She looked like a fair Malay teen on the cooking show I was watching. Haha, just sharing though, cos I'm rather really bored.



It's Been Hell

For the past month, it's been hell. With my maid gone for a month, my exams were crappy, things took a turn in my relationship, dad is killing me, well tried to. My life's a mess. What's happening. Well, back to the long winding road alone again I must say. No more cloud nine, no more rainbows and sunshine, honey and butterflies. Just plain o' darkness, murky, cold path.

I woke up with a heavy head, spinning like a whirlpool and hungry. The weather seem like its going to rain with a sight of heavy clouds but it ain't that dark but it's cool. So, I'm not sure should I bring out the laundry or leave them hanging in the room for a lil while more to see if the sun comes out. I don't know what to cook for my brothers and sister for their lunch. There's some eggs and nuggets though and leftovers of Fish Lemak Chili Padi. I think it'll do. Hmm they're still asleep except me and my youngest bro. It's boring.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Goodbye My Lover

Well, it's time to say goodbye to US, it's back to you and I. Goodbye to the 11 months, goodbye to the times we've had together, goodbye to the sweet moments, goodbye to kisses, goodbye to every 13th. It was hard for me to swallow everything at once. Everything happened too fast. She was crying her heart out, and I just had a feeling I lost her. I don't know what else to say. Well I just hope she'll find someone better than me with no problems, that can make her happy, more happy than I could have ever make her. I felt like I was a burden to her. Well now that I'm just me, there'll be one less weight off her shoulder. I didn't mean to be a problem to her. Take care of yourself k. Promise me you'll be fine. I'll always be a friend. I'm not the one to be missed,, but I'll be the one to be remembered for a long time. Take care.

Yours truly

Things Get Messy

Sigh, I just don't know how else to feel and what else to do. I've done everything I could. I gave her the Eeyore stuffed toy at the airport. Well she always loved things that's cute, soft and EEYORE !! I've alway loved the way she looks at them and get all excited. But deep inside I knew, things couldn't be saved. I knew what was coming, just waiting for the right time. But time wasn't what I had, and there were never right timing. I gathered all the courage I could find in search for truth from her. But things went wrong as soon as it gets. She got mad, but I understood her anger so I just kept quiet. I got what I wanted to, she said it with her own lips. The situation, our relationship couldn't be saved, it's just depressing. I just hope all goes well in her life with me out of the way. She's been stressed out a lot. I just wanted to give the best for her and make her happy.

That's hell for one day, guess what, I fought with dad big time when I got home. I was still at the hallway, haven't washed my feet, he was screaming the hell at me. I was partly and fault but when he rubbed it in, I fought back. He got up, strangled me and slapped me. I couldn't take all the shit in one day. It's just too much and so devastating. I had to get out, and OUT I went.

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Not So Surprised

Well my birthday ain't no surprise after all. He gave me before it's my birthday, and no it's not what you all and I been waiting for. It's not the pair of keys we've been waiting for, unfortunately. He gave me Ang Bao instead and a warning, "NO MORE SHOES I'M WARNING YOU!" Well everyone else got Ang Bao too though it's not their birthday. Yeah you must be thinking, it's not that special then. The only difference is that I got a lil bit more then the rest. Oh well my birthday is always the "oh not so special" one. I'm the ugly duckling, the black sheep, whatever you call it. So that's it guys, the wait is over. It's December, and it's the closing of 2010, the news is, NO BIKE! So, the dreams, the bikes, the fast lane, they gotta wait. Sorry guys, the dreams have to take the back seat, not the spotlights. Oh well, told ya'll 26 is just gonna be 26. like every other years.

Welcome Back!

Welcome home my dear. Glad to hear you've landed safely. Just have to take good care of that upset tummy. Look after your diet. Be careful of what you eat. Meet me soon and we'll catch up.


I'm a messenger boy. For free. Family only. Terms and conditions apply

Saturday, December 18, 2010

The Angel That You Love

I've forgotten how long it has been
since the last I heard you...
tell me your favourite story
I've thought for a long time
I start to panic
wondering if I have done something wrong again

You told me as you cried
that everything in a fairytale are all lies
I wouldn't possibly be your prince
but perhaps you don't understand either
ever since you told me you loved me,
all the stars in my sky has lightened up

I'm willing to be the one inside the fairytale
the angel that angel you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
where blessings and happiness is the ending

You told me as you cried
that everything in a fairytale are all lies
I wouldn't possibly be your prince
but perhaps you don't understand either
ever since you told me you loved me,
all the stars in my sky has lightened up

I'm willing to be the one inside the fairytale
the angel that angel you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
where blessings and happiness is the ending


I want to be the one inside the fairytale
the angel that angel you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
where blessings and happiness is the ending


I will be
the one inside the fairytale
the angel that angel you love
I extend this pair of hands
and turn them into wings to protect you
You must believe
believe that we can be like that in the fairytale
where blessings and happiness is the ending


Let's write our ending together

Friday, December 17, 2010

Missing You

It's the second day she's been away. I'm missing her badly, I want her, but I keep thinking to myself. She's changed. She's more quiet than she was before. She don't tell me where she is, what she's doing, what she's feeling anymore. I'm starting to feel like I'm a stranger to her. She's closer to other guys than she is with me. She acts differently when she's with me too. Can it possibly be that she's seeing someone else? Or does she want me to eventually leave? I don't know. She's showing signs she doesn't care anymore. I really got a feeling she's hiding something from me. I really hope she's not doing things behind my back. If I found out she's seeing someone else behind me, I swear I'd give that guy a hard lesson. Nobody messes with me. For God's sake why do people have to keep an affair when they're with someone. If you don't love that person, just say it. If you don't treasure and cherish a good person, then it's just not right to treat that person that way. Seriously, right now I really want her to be serious in this if not now, then I don't think it can ever work out. I've been putting my life and everything on the line for her. Don't make it unworthy. If you want it, then appreciate it and treasure it. Do the same, I just wish you could put yourself on the line too. If not, then who am I to you. Don't I mean anything to you? All those times we had meant nothing?
I just don't understand why my dad has to be like that. Why? What is so wrong with a simple courtesy. What the hell. You treat a strange better than you treat me. I mean You've got three sons but you make me feel like you've got two. If that's the case then why would you care if I went out and got home late cos you don't even care when I'm home. What the hell is wrong, I don't know.

Thursday, December 16, 2010

There It Goes Again

There goes my chance to own another favourite bike of mine. First it was the Aprilia RS125, now it's the Kawasaki KDX200. All hope is not lost though, the bike will just be laid up in a shop I guess. Hopefully, I'd get the chance to get my hands on it. Oh c'mon, give me a break. It's December, it's Christmas for the Christians, and it's gonna be my birthday. I've been good. Why can't I just have a lil bit of luck man. Garrgh !! I want it so bad. Ok that's it. If really the time comes for me, there better be a better bike then there have been. If not, I'm so gonna be pissed!

Put In Some Muscles


Ford Mustang Shelby Super Snake GT500.



Dodge Challenger


Another Dodge Challenger


Dodge Charger


1969 Pontiac "The Judge" GTO

Pure Muscles
There's only one thing about me, one thing I love, one thing that I would like to do. I love wheels and I love 'em fast cos I love the fast lane. If I have all the money in the world, I'd own a few exotic cars, bikes and more cars. Many have desires of luxury cars(for the rich old man), the sports/exotic cars(the beefy jocks) and tuner cars(mostly Asians). But what many of these kids nowadays have forgotten is the old good muscle cars. They're the real deal to me. Pure muscle just brings the man out of a boy and hell lots of chick into 'em jeans. The sound, the control, everything, right down to the steering wheel. It bring the wild out of the tamed YOU!

Lets just keep it simple. Lets put 'em in a list just like Forbes or MCN.

The Exotics
#1 - Lamborghini
#2 - Audi
#3 - Ferrari
#4 - Maseratti
#5 - Bugatti

The Luxury
#1 - Audi
#2 - Jaguar
#3 - Mercedes
#4 - BMW
#5 - Lexus

The Tuner
#1 - Nissan Skyline GTR
#2 - Nissan Silvia S15
#3 - Nissan Fairlady
#4 - Mitsubishi Eclipse
#5 - Mitsubishi Evo X

The Muscles
#1 - Ford Mustang Shelby Super Snake GT500 Eleanor
#2 - 1969 Pontiac "The Judge" GTO
#3 - Dodge Challenger
#4 - Dodge Charger
#5 - Chevrolet Camaro

Bikes
- Aprilia RS125, MX 125, RSV4 Factory, SXV, Dorsoduro
- Yamaha R1, R6, WR 200, WR 250, WR 450
- Honda CBR1000, CBR 600, XR 200, XR 400
- Kawasaki Ninja 250, KDX 200, KDX 250, KX 250, KLX 250
- KTM RC8, Duke, LC4, EXC 200
- Ducati Monster, 999, Multistrada, Diavel
- Suzuki GSX-R, DRZ-SM
- Husqvarna 125, 610




Amanda Crew
Cast in the movie Sex Drive as Felicia. Sweet looking chick. Got that rocker, a lil bit of gothic look on her which kinda makes me sprung. Not bad. She got that sweet, homegirl kinda look. Not the hot top model chick but I'd still catch a date with her.


Home Alone

Yeah home alone!! Well not literally, there's my siblings, and my parents will be home after work. But still, since my maid took leave, I feel alone. Furthermore, the most important person to me now, has gone abroad. She's becoming a stranger day by day anyway. I feel like I don't know her anymore. She doesn't like to talk to me, don't tell me anything. She's getting colder towards me. My family, they're just doing their own things. We rarely talk to each other especially to me. Attention given to siblings. I just wish I could rot in this bedroom by myself. Even so, this isn't even my bedroom to start with cos I don't have one in the first place. Everything I do just don't seem right to them. Never appreciated. Do something good, they complain. Do nothing, they'll scream at me saying all those shit stuff about me being a useless bum. What is it that they want from me !!! What do I have to do to satisfy their freaking mouth to shut up. What do I gotta do to get a lil appreciation and concern. It's like I'm better of dead right.

Off She Goes

It's noon, she's at the airport. Waiting for the gate to open and her flight be called. She's excited, having much fun and laughter, anxious to get to her destination. Bandung, Indonesia, that's where she'd be for 4 days. I'm sure she won't miss me. Think of me maybe but not miss, what's there about me to miss anyway right. To start with, she said she'd text me and I was waiting but she didn't. She said she'd call, but a call just to say goodbye, literally, it was just..."Goodbye". I told her I would fetch her when she comes back, but sadly I got shrugged. Her uncle is fetching her, I assume it'd be Atiqah. Sigh, no more room for me I suppose. She said she'd meet me once she got home. But I doubt, it'd be anything close to fun or great cos she'd be tired. I feel so left out. Oh well, who am I anyway. Everything I do for her now isn't good enough, not necessary to her that's what she claimed. How devastating, but it's okay, I'm fine. I'm starting to numb up, starting to accept that maybe I'm just a nobody to her now. Everything else doesn't matter anymore. She doesn't tell me anything anymore, no more text, no more conversation on the phone except for "Hello" and "Bye". The light is slowly fading into a distant. Whatever it is, have a pleasant and safe journey to and back. You'll have fun I'm sure. Goodbye...

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Bike Talk

My dream to own an Aprilia RS 125 has long been shattered and buried cos the one I wanted has been sold. Then I fell in love with another bike, a scrambler. A category that I have loved too. I've always seen myself riding a scrambler on a dirt track doing stunts and flying on two wheels. If not that, then I'd love to see myself on the fast lane of a racing track with a sports bike having a full gear on, going so fast that flies would splat on my visor. Not really racing as professional but racing for thrill(it's safer on a race track anyway) if you're thinking I'm kinda dumb to risk my life on a set of wheels. But really, I've always loved fast things.

Back to my point of acquiring a bike, since I've lost the opportunity to own a RS, I'm eyeing on a really rare(I mean rarest) bike in Singapore. The Kawasaki KDX 200(below). The green monster but at the same time tamed and manageable power, captured my heart. It shows sheer power just by looking at it through a picture, oh well, a biker would know. I'd be really happy to own one(I'm begging).

The reason for my deepest interest in procuring this "beautiful monster" is, its full FMF exhaust system, note that FMF is the most powerful in scrambler machinery, the belly has been chromed, conventional fork, not inverted, its KIPs steel valve, and basically the bike itself.






The bike is in its offroad set up. It doesn't have a set of pillion footrest so a pair of new ones have to be installed. What I would like to do is to convert it into a motard/supermoto or simply, street bike set up which would look something like...
THIS!!!!

This is what the bike would look like after the motard conversion. Ain't she beautiful. I just love it. I just melt and swept off my feet just by looking and thinking about it. Sigh, will I ever get to own it is a different question. Hopefully so.

I


I, singular and alone. I stand for myself. I, small in the eyes of the world. I sit alone, my reflection staring back at me with a frown, wondering, pondering at the world. Oh so big and beautiful, so magnificent and majestic but even the most beautiful and greatest thing ever created will always have its flaws, especially me. A mere human being with nothing. Always making mistakes, always fumbling and tumbling. I, can never be too proud. One good deed is never enough and one sin never too little. I have this feeling in me since the day I learned what this world can be. This is me, this is I.

Isaac


Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Dream Cars

The New Lamborghini Sesto Elemento

The Sesto Elemento is the lightest of all the Lamborghini makes, due to the full Carbon Fiber body, making it the lightest and strongest luxury car.

Even the rims are Carbon Fiber!!


What it would feel like to be seating in this luxurious car.

The Ruby Red interior looks well and striking in the black Carbon Fiber material of the car.


My favourite makers of cars in the exotic category has always been Lamborghini. The bulls has my heart the first time I set my eyes on it. It's been featured in numerous movies like Back to the Future, and music videos of various famous singers, mostly in the RnB and Hip Hop scenes. It is most exclusive and just fabulous. It's Bling Bling just as it is in its stock. It is truly a dream car for most.


The New Lotus Esprit 2010





Monday, December 13, 2010

Farewell


She's going away for a study trip to Bandung along with the others for 4 days. She'll be flying off on Thursday. Hmmm, looks like I'll miss her, but will she ever know. Will she ever learn what it's like to really love. Well I guess I will never feel what love is.

A father who is unable to show affection, a mother who can never treat me like one of hers, a sister who have chosen a life of her own, and forever failure in relationships. I am singular, alone and will continue to walk this path alone with the guidance of the only one who has all the love to give and receive, the Almighty. He who knows all, knows best. No one knows the sufferings I bear, and no one knows the emotions I feel except Him.

Well anyway, I hate talking about me, even if a million times I tell the tale, no one would understand or even give a damn. Oh well, the journey still goes on. I pray for her safety and for her to go and return safely.




Wednesday, December 1, 2010

The Last Before Exams Start


AHMAD SYUKRI(the 'Eveready' man)

HUSNULKHETAM(the Chill Pill guy)

ASYRAF JOHARI(the Brock Lesnar !!)


The Chill Pill & The Stoner Eveready


Ming Jufri(Ming36/the Gala)

Had a good soccer session in school with "the Back-Benchers", basically Muhaimin/Ming36 or I'd say physically Yao Ming's brother, metaphorically Rossi's brother, Asyraf/the Brock Lesnar cos he gets agitated pretty easily nowadays and will go "Aaargh!" at the slightest thing, Husnul the Chill guy and Syukri the stoner who has stamina like a damn horse(I think he's battery operated).

It's been a long time since we played together at our usual place. And since the exams are like next week, they decided to have a game after school today. It was just us and lucky enough we got a few more to play with us but it was just for a while. Still we had fun though. Good luck guys for the exams!


Tuesday, November 30, 2010








I would love to have these and fashion them on the streets of Singapore, I kinda love the Korean fashion too but sadly Singapore's weather don't compliment these kinda fashion. Such a waste. I'm not saying I wanna follow exactly head to toe like the Koreans, it'll just disgrace their fashion industry and taste like how the typical Chinese(not the awesome cool Chinese), I'm talking about the sloppy trendywenkers CHEENA !! Such a fashion disgrace. Trying too hard to follow the Japs and Koreans style but fail and end up spoiling the market. Eg. wearing fake CDG, Agnes B. to the Pasar Malam or Kopitiam !!! WTF

I may not be wealthy, the son of a Corporate CEO or wadeva but still when it comes to fashion, I try not to be a disgrace or a misfit. :D

Lightning Experience


This was what happened and could be seen in the west side of Singapore early this evening(not sure about the other parts). It was raining heavily(real damn heavy!) and the lightning strike the nearest to Lot 1 where Finah and I were.

My head is killing me from inside. Headaches and migraines. Hate 'em. My eyes are swelling, getting all heated up, making it all the more harder to study for my exams. I hate exams.